wake up feel sad
stay in bed and try to let sleep this day away

wake up feel strong
see the bright future
go to sleep feeling hope

wake up feel sad
moped, wondered, missed, ached  
talk, talk, talk, cry
sleep

wake up feel relief  
look at others, see their beauty, feel love
miss you, feel pain, try to sleep

so inconsistent, so distraught, where is the silver lining and why must it move so fast 

cant let this get the best of me again, to many times. to many times.